Like it , good. Dont like it , fuck off.
Nur Azura Binte Muhammad Sani
Private School , currenly.
18 in year 2010
Naturally.
Get to know me a lil better , before judging me ty. And you wont always be there for me , but you can always read the words. Not bullshitting , not craping , but saying , confessing (:

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Saturday, January 31, 2009 { 6:24 AM }

Saturday, January 24, 2009 { 1:46 AM }

i'll forever wont get to accept this situation and i'll forever wont get to understand. This is killing me . And you , Anonymous . That anyhow texted me about this issue, please stop . You said, you know me . and you said you knew what is going on . But you used Anonymous as your name because you said you woudnt want to get involve in this . BUT you still texted me about this things and it somehow pisses me off . Dont anyhow accused about leaving . Dont anyhow text me about this issues . And NOW , youre still texting me . i feel like Killing You right now . Who are you to tell me to move on shit ass ? Who the hell are you to tell me what am i supposed to do ? Dont blame me if i were to be damn rude with you alright ? Cos You really did pissed me off with your Unknown texts . Yes, i dont entertain Unknown people, but you seems to know whatever is going on now that is really bothering my mind . That was why i really need to know who you are . Yes , i know you tried helping me by asking me to move on , but oh , if youre someone who is close to me , you wont dare asking me to do things that is waaay imposible . And i know , youre someone that is close , because you seems to KNOW. And that was why you asked me to move on and pretend that im fine with what had happened. Sorry , i appreciate what you're trying to do , but i cant . Not because im being selfish or being stubborn but i still cant accept the facts . and Nothing seems to be fine after that day . So i hope you wont force me to move on when im really sure i cant . Oh god , give me strength to face this . i have no one to share my thoughts and feelings , i only have You . Thank you for bringing me back to me sense when i was about to do something very very bad . i've hurt myself too much and now im tired . All i can do now is pray very hard that someday we'll get back . You have always been there and im being too pampered knowing that you always will . Im not used to all this , staring at my phone , wishing for miracles . Every single time beyonce shouted out for me , i'll be wishing that youre the one that texted me . But oh its not -,-" . Everytime David shouted out for me , i'll be wishing that youre the one who called . But oh its not again -,-" . How dissapointed . i no longer have that eager feeling to touch the phone or to receive any text . i no longer smile texting , i no longer laugh to myself when ever i text . i no longer have that phone glued to my ears every night . i no longer can stand down my block talking waiting for the lights to light up . i no longer can bring my eyebrow up whenever i saw you . i dont want to end up being total stranger . so please stay with me .

Labels: i need you . really . alot .

{ 1:26 AM }

Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain,
andYou were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help,
and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, are what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.
Now your gone, and I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how You were always there.
Can you hear me now , At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again,
but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is

Labels: you were always there):

Sunday, January 18, 2009 { 1:27 AM }

Labels: Tired tired tired

{ 1:03 AM }

Sorry seems to be the hardest word for you huh ? i dont even care if you have or you dont feel like saying sorry to me or what ever shitt . But that doesnt mean you have to accused Your best Friend for betraying you just because he told me the truth . He has Guts while You dont . He even said sorry On your behalf . And this is from my own warnings from You alright ? When You fought with someOne , dont ever dare to involve parents names . Dont even dare to say Bad things about his parents alright ? Youre being so mean . Thanks . Yes, true friends doesnt talk behind each other & let me tell you this , True friends doesnt lie to each other and wont end its friendship over small issues like this . Grow Up . enough tagging at my blog over You&His Issue already .

Labels: you messed up my tagboard hunneh .

{ 12:24 AM }

He called, asking if i could come down to either Lavender or Bukit Gombak for the Junior Selection . So i guess i should come down since its been so long since i had a proper trainings . First went straight to Jane's house to take the guitar to practise new Tabs . And i found out that the Tunes are all messed Up . i went to haig road first before heading to Lavender . So i left my Dickies and the guitar . And and i forgot to mention that i've lost my Nike Shoe Bag Last week . Thanks To Uncle Ali for giving me his RED shoebag(: Well atleast there is the advantage and the disadvantage of losing something . Nyeheh . alright back to the trainings , Congrats to those who was selected and Sorry to those who was not . But i know all Of you had given your best shots . So went back haig road and i was so exhausted ! Thanks to ?~ , i didint have any flying Moods after my trainings (; And oh , i had my tom Yam with Rice And its oh so Yummy ! Done with trainings, and oh i really need to make Up my mind either to buy that Nike Red/White Boots or that Nike Red/White Shoe ? Grrrrr .

Labels: Yours faithfully.

Saturday, January 17, 2009 { 5:51 AM }

EHEM EHEM EHEM .
please learn how to drag your last wordss Alrighttt ?
i'll smile from right ear to left ear when ever you did that (;
And and , you still Owe me #3 ! WEEEEEEEEE ;D

Labels: youre oh so love by me.

{ 5:38 AM }

Firstly, i dont need any revenge from You or anything Luh serious . i admitted , i was late th other time we went out . BUT , the other Guys have already forgiven me . What about you ? You simply cancel the day out for sweet revenge . Perhaps i shall Thank You ? i've had a slow talked with the others and they agreed that Youre being sucha attitude freakk That day . I cant believe you actually did that . im starting to believe that You could be trusted , and i could regard You as a true friend . I guess i have to take back my words . You part of my life ? HISTORY . i dont even received any sorry text from You . Waves is all i can give you . Good Bye . And this is for your own information lah eh , eventhough youre a friggin ITE BOY , doesnt mean youre a somewhat Mat Reps (MR's) Lah k ? Your close friend said that Youre so Rude anyway . And i dont care alright ?

Labels: i love you but i hate you .

{ 4:10 AM }




HOT STUFF , how does his eyebrow looks like ?

And and , CHELSEA LOSE ! hwaaaaaaak . And and i love my right-Winger~#7 <3

Labels: Manchester is Love.

Sunday, January 11, 2009 { 3:45 AM }






Alright, here goes . So after school, Faris Called and asked if i could meet them for a drink or Smth . So i agreed But i said i would be Late . Nyeheh . I went home straight after school and get ready to meet them Up . i Called ~? To meet up for awhile before i meet those Guys . So that person waited down at NorthPlaza . i Send ~? That person down the Block and stand in silence . So ~? That person knows whats running in my mind ! ha . ITS IN THE BLOOD . so That person Gave me a Timble After 1 and a Half hour waiting (;
And Yeah, i was late ! i met those Guys at Cosway's Banquet and thank god they were not mad at me . ~WEEEEEEEE(;
I had an awesome day , and yeah Do keep in touch Guys !
i promise i'll make myself free On friday for The Movie day Out alright ? (;

Labels: Friends are love.

{ 2:28 AM }

2009, New Class , New Classmates , New Environment , New Teachers , New block And New Topics . i Cant get myself comfortable Yet with all those . The class turned out to be like Zombies . Teacher came in and they kept quiet . wah seh . But well, thanks to All the poly visits, we build our bonds . We get lost at Nanyang Polytechnic but still we went off as a group . Republic's Open house were fine . Not bored nor fun neither . Temasek was Total madness . As what someone said, Temasek poly had Diploma in cheering -.-" . And thanks to ArinaLove, i get to know the cut off points for Masscommunication Course at Singapore Poly . As expected , its 12 . im not confident enuf that i could get that point for my O's . Grrrr . But thanks to Mr Peter Yeo and Mrs Karon Tan for giving the encouraging words . It seems like i have to start all my mugging from Now onwards . No slacking as what Mrs Karon Tan said . Phewww . Unexpected , Assignments are four times doubled ! Alright done With schools . Now off to some Bullies . I had this someone Who loves to bully me . i'll give some examples of what that person did , that person wanted to send me home in an indirect way . Ha . Thats what i thought though? and that person loves to push me around? and that person loves to snatch my hp from me . I dont know what that person did with it , but yeah . Nyeheh . but still i love that person no matter what (;

Labels: Love is the movement (: