Like it , good. Dont like it , fuck off. Nur Azura Binte Muhammad Sani Private School , currenly. 18 in year 2010 Naturally.
Get to know me a lil better , before judging me ty.
And you wont always be there for me , but you can always read the words.
Not bullshitting , not craping ,
but saying , confessing (:
i'll forever wont get to accept this situation and i'll forever wont get to understand. This is killing me . And you , Anonymous . That anyhow texted me about this issue, please stop . You said, you know me . and you said you knew what is going on . But you used Anonymous as your name because you said you woudnt want to get involve in this . BUT you still texted me about this things and it somehow pisses me off . Dont anyhow accused about leaving . Dont anyhow text me about this issues . And NOW , youre still texting me . i feel like Killing You right now . Who are you to tell me to move on shit ass ? Who the hell are you to tell me what am i supposed to do ? Dont blame me if i were to be damn rude with you alright ? Cos You really did pissed me off with your Unknown texts . Yes, i dont entertain Unknown people, but you seems to know whatever is going on now that is really bothering my mind . That was why i really need to know who you are . Yes , i know you tried helping me by asking me to move on , but oh , if youre someone who is close to me , you wont dare asking me to do things that is waaay imposible . And i know , youre someone that is close , because you seems to KNOW. And that was why you asked me to move on and pretend that im fine with what had happened. Sorry , i appreciate what you're trying to do , but i cant . Not because im being selfish or being stubborn but i still cant accept the facts . and Nothing seems to be fine after that day . So i hope you wont force me to move on when im really sure i cant . Oh god , give me strength to face this . i have no one to share my thoughts and feelings , i only have You . Thank you for bringing me back to me sense when i was about to do something very very bad . i've hurt myself too much and now im tired . All i can do now is pray very hard that someday we'll get back . You have always been there and im being too pampered knowing that you always will . Im not used to all this , staring at my phone , wishing for miracles . Every single time beyonce shouted out for me , i'll be wishing that youre the one that texted me . But oh its not -,-" . Everytime David shouted out for me , i'll be wishing that youre the one who called . But oh its not again -,-" . How dissapointed . i no longer have that eager feeling to touch the phone or to receive any text . i no longer smile texting , i no longer laugh to myself when ever i text . i no longer have that phone glued to my ears every night . i no longer can stand down my block talking waiting for the lights to light up . i no longer can bring my eyebrow up whenever i saw you . i dont want to end up being total stranger . so please stay with me .
