Thursday, April 30, 2009
{ 10:22 PM }
im all fucked up can ?
Mid Year is in three days time. I have alot to cover up. I cant get everything squeeze up in my brains. Im almost giving up. However, Giving up is never the solution. Well, i've tried my best to master my combine Humans and Mt. I had enough of being lectured by Mr Imran about getting A's. He keeps reminding about the days we have left till Mt Olevel and it is so frustrating can ? Yes , MT is still my oh so beloved subject after all. During English lessons, Mr Ratesh gave the class a lil talk about the Mid year paper. He scares me to death can? He said that he was the one that sets the paper and he told us that its One of a hell. He expected the class to get atleast a B3 for the paper. Daaamn. Maths ? Anyone were to ask me how was my maths , i would simply just gave them the ' i dont care look ' . I mean its not like i didnt bother about my maths but i just thought its sucha waste because i just dont get whatever im doing. Its just miracles if i were to pass my maths with Big numbers ah please. But still, i did tried improving lah okay ?
I knew it , sec5 is gonna be one of a big smack on face . I knew i would have to face all this music in my life . Everyday , without fail , i'll end my day by saying that i am feeling super tired . I dont know if my parents realised that i've been working so hard. But i guess they did. I guess they realised that i've always fallen asleep whenever i got the time to rest.
enough, all i can say that im stronger than before(;
Anywayyyy ! i was the oldest in the house today. As my parents and grandparents and auntyUncle had already went off to Johor, so i guess i have to look out for the youngsters.
I woke up early at 7 as the kids are usually awake early in the morning. I brought them down for breakfast except for that lazy big boy of mine. We sat down at a table with an old lady & an old man. I was with Nurul & Alin. After ordering all our meals, we sat down and start eating.
The old man started his convo :
Old Man : " Siblings ? "
Azura : " Yeah , Nodded. "
Old Lady : " Who is the oldest here ? "
Azura : " Erm Me ? "
Old Man : " What is your Age ? "
both of them starting guessing numbers like ( 13 ? 14 ? )
Azura : " Im 16 ? "
They showed the ' WHAT ! shocking unbelievable face'
Old Man : " 16 ? SO SMALL ! "
Azura : Giggles.
Old man : " Secondary 3 ? 4 ?
Azura : " Erm no , sec 5 ?
Old man : "HUH ?! wow.
OMG. peeeeepoleeee !
I aint that short okayy.
Fine , even if i am , dont make me feel as though im like one Short dwarf can ?
GRRRRRRR.
Am i shrinking or what ?):
Labels: grow taller laaaaa.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
{ 10:29 PM }
Way to go Manchester United.I stayed up late yesterday to watch their match. Worth it Okayy ! But firstly i watched Chelsea's Match. Yeah they won. Later at 12.30 i watched Manchester United's Match Vs TottenHam. For the First Half, Man U was beaten up by 2-0. But During the Second Half, Man U played their Best and scored 5-2.And for sure, My Right Winger Scored. Oh Oh , i dont look up to him just because he has the looks okayy. i Admit he is Caliente Hot ! But i love him mainly because of his skills and i watched all of his matches alright ?And oh, to whoever that supports LiverpOol , for example, Adiy and Jane ,Liverpool only stays at the top chart just less than Half and hour until Man U gets back to its position okay ? Man U is already at the TOP Again !(;So yesterday Shaiful Ariffin Accompanied me to watched Yesterday's match through Text messages & sudden calls. Thanksss ehh ! Youre Suchaa Pampered Guy i can sayy !(;And oh , im so nervous about the upcoming Nationals.I havent even get to gather my team mates for any trainings. Probably because im simply Lazy and busy preparing for Mid year. Damn it. Its sucha Clash ! Ok dah , i gtg now.Meet Shaiful , Iffah & Muz - Go tampines Mall - Find present for Maths Teacher.p.s : IM SUCHA LATE COMER CAAAN ? ;DLabels: Man U rocks my socks.
{ 3:24 AM }
1. Full Name > Nur Azura Binte Muhammad Sani.
2. Nicknames > Achup.
3. Birth place > Portugal
4. Hair color > Dark Brown + black.
5. Natural hair style > errr, dont know whats it called.
6. Eye Color > I never focus on my eyes before.
7. Birthday > 28 december 1992
8. Favourite Country > ~where all the wonders of the world are.~
9. Favorite color > Green & White
10. One place you'd like to visit > Paris / Australia / portugal.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love? > Yup ^^
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?> Jyeah ^^
3. Do you currently have a crush? > Christiano Ronaldo ?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?> Woo0 . No ?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? > seriously yes.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? > Twice ?
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?> thats what girls did.
8. Are you afraid of commitment? >not sure.
9. Who was the last person you hugged? > zakiah.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? > my budak kechik.
TEN THIS OR THAT.
1. Love or lust? > Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer? > none.
3. Cats or dogs? > Cats !
4.A few best friends or any regular friends? > One BFF and thousands regular.
5. Creamy or Crunchy? >Crunchy!
6. Pencil or Pen?> Pen.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in? > Both!
8. Money or Happiness?> both.
9. Night or day? > both including MIDNIGHT.
10. IM or phone?> IM!
TEN HAVE YOU EVER1.
Been caught sneaking out?> No.
2. Seen a polar bear?> yes ?
3. Done something you regret? >yes, alot.
4. Bungee jumped?> scared of heights .Yikees.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor?> yes. after that blow blow first.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?> i guess no.
7. Been caught naked?> yes childhood. no teenagehood.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back?> im over it.
9. Cried because you lost a pet ?> yes.
0. Wanted to disappear?> NEVER.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes?> both !
2. Light or dark hair? no hair. HA. Anything.
3. Hugs or kisses?> both.
4. Shorter or taller?> taller.
5. Intelligence or attraction?> attraction.
6. Topman or Zara?> topman.
7. Funny or serious? > both.
8. Older or Younger? > older. but depends.
9. Outgoing or quiet? > Outgoing. im not gonna talk alone.
10. Sweet or Bad ?> both but not too bad.
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? > Yes.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour? > Alot.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands? > omg yes.
4.. Ever been to a rock concert? > Yeaaa.
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team?> no.
6. Ever been on a dance team? > jyeeeah.
7. Ever been on a sports team? > duh?
8. Ever been in a drama play/production? > im no dramatic. ha.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? > Selling my house and my kidney still cant afford.
10. Ever been in a rap video? > no.
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made? > Budak kechiik.
2. Last person you hugged? > zakiah.
3. Last person you hung out with? > atika, ayie & shak.
4. Last time you worked? >Last year.
5. Last person you talked to?> muhammad nur Sharizal.
6. Last person you IM'd? >taufik.
7. Last person you texted? > shaiful ariffin.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with?> jia le, sze siong, faris, afif & sengman.
9. Last person who called you? > shaiful arrifin.
10. Last website visited?> www.christianoronaldo.com
10. How do you think the person around you will feel about you?> erm, entah?
11. The character you love about yourself is . > i dont easily give up.
12.The character you hate about yourself is. > im lack of confidence.
13. The most ideal person you want to be. > the best womens soccer player.
14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them. > errr, me too?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW:
1) Eating: Cadbury crunchie.
2) Drinking: Milo ice own hand made.
3) I'm about to: type.
4)Listening to: Metro station - seventeen forever.
5) Waiting for: this quiz to end.
6) Kissed a stranger: no. lol
7) Fell on the head: yes.
8) Lost glasses/contacts: uncountable times.
9) Had sex on first date: never.
10) Broken someone's heart: i've answered this question before. YES!
11) Had your own heart broken: omg, stupid quiz. yes yes yes.
12) Been arrested: no.
13)Turned someone down: oh yeah.
14) Cried when someone died: oh no lah. laugh. ofcorse yes.
15) Broken a bone: no. i behave very well.
16) Admitted to hospital: yes, cant breath.
17) Serious sickness: yes i almost got TB.
18) Scared of what: Hospital, needles, injections & blood.
19) who you wanna be with now?: budak kechikk.
20) Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? depends.
21) Bleed before: Yes. nose bleed and cough blood.
22) whats the caused: ermmmm , something.
23) wink or tounges out: both.
I DELETE THE OTHER QUESTIONS BACAUSE IM TIRED.
Labels: damn quiz.
{ 2:06 AM }
Street Soccer.
Field.Im so Gonna get ittt !
Labels: for nssl.
{ 1:14 AM }
mid year is coming very very very soon.
i swear i cant help it but freaked out.
its 4 days left not counting the weekends.
I've not yet mastered my Combine Science and Maths.
I've only focus on Combine Humans and Physics.
Mid year is my only chance to prove that im not slacking.
Oh god, please help me get my good results.
Amin.
TTYN ?(;
{ 12:19 AM }
Im yours(;In my own words. When you came into my life, everything seems to change. Not in a bad way but in a good way. Everything seems to be so perfect. Until challenges came. We face everything together strongly. You broke down, i broke down. You cried, i cried. You fell down, i pull You up. Ups & downs , we're all together. I forgive you , you forgive me And we start a new. I know we sometimes get to meet only by certain chances .
I dont know that you even realised it and care. Until you finally told me how you really felt.
You know that i treasure every single moments with you. You know that being with you will make my day very well. You know that i've always wish i could end my day just being with you.
But its hard for me to make an effort on my own. i dont want to feel as though im sucha burden to you and bothers your life. You know i'll always have that tiny lil bit of negative thoughts.
You know i cant do this on my own , but at the same time i dont expect from you too much.
Probably you dont know how i really am happy when you agreed to meet me.
Probably you dont know that in one big room with alot of people around, i can only spot you.
And so please , have this positive mindset.
if i didnt text you to meet me, im at home wishing that you'll be asking me to meet you(;
20 Things i simply loveeeee ! ;D
1) i love all the moments with you.
2) i love after midnights.
3) i love it when you close one eye.
4) i love it when you simply gets nervous.
5) i love it when i get my timbles.
6) i love it when you simply show that you care.
7) i love it when you talk in a very slow voice.
8) i love it when i feel that youre all mine.
9) i love it when you suddenly starts talking without any fullstops.
10) i love your dumdum side(;
11) i SUPER love it when you dragged your wordsss !
12) i love it when youre just there for me .
13) i love it when you sulkkkkkk !
14) i love it when you sleeps ?
15) i love it when you covered your face .
16) i love it when you went panic .
17) i love it when you just keeps nagging like small kidss.
18) i love it when you simply comfort me .
19) i love it when your face just turns red ? lol.
20) i love it when you say those three words. ~ ILY & IMY .
20 things that i HATE .
~ i cant even think of one ? (;
Labels: i just so love youuuuu.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
{ 4:18 AM }
Christiano Ronaldo From MAN U & Marta From Brazil
They are the Men's & Women's World Best Soccer Player.
How i wish i could have the exact P.S.L.E as Marta so i could stand right beside him ? ;P
Skill , flair , gift , talent & fast feet .
If You have the Passion ,Strength , Love and Energy towards soccer , You'll made it .
Labels: P.S.L.E
{ 3:52 AM }
YOU GOTTA PLAY HARDER !
and he starts with his Lectures whenever i dont bother to run.
BLA BLA BLA ~ ~
When you run your body lets off endorphins which is a hormone that makes you happy. It makes your leg bones stronger and thicker while increasing leg muscle strength. It keeps your tendons flexible. It makes your hormones develop better. Running helps stimulate the hormone which controls muscle growth. It makes you heart stronger and improves your immune system which will protect you against
infection.
WTH -.-" Your Direct aims leads you to Your direct Scores ? How can i ever aim for a perfect shoot out when im completely nervous whenever i am in the penalty area ? Youre sucha dumbassss !
And you over there , Yes You , this is my game .Dont expect me to Quit something im so into alright ? I dont even threaten You about whatever youre into so dont dare to try that on me.This is my passion, this is my love. No one like you can stop me.
Read my lipsss : " Im not going to Quit ! "Labels: you dont have the rights.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
{ 7:11 AM }
someone Beep me early in the morninggg ! And oh its Arinaaaaa ;D
She asked me to teman her to starbucks for some revision. So yeah, i went out around 12 ? Fine , i've made arina waited for me . I brought Shakk along since she wanted me to accompany her to Cityhall later afternoon. We went to the Mac and off to starbucks for some revisions . I did my Geography on coast. Dude , i finally get what coast is all about . And after that , Arina had a Sudden call from her mum and as i was busy writing on my small notebook with my GREEN ear piece stucked at my ears , Arina walk off . Ofcorse i didnt really know what happen . Errmm , its a bad newws. Stay strong hunneh. After she left , Shak and I went off to City Hall . We waited for Firdaus . Since it was raining heavily, we walked around City Link - Suntec - Marina . Finally , the rain stopped , and so we went to peninsula to find Firdaus's camera back . I took the chances to go to all the Sports shops . I found a variety of Nike Street Soccer Shoes . Ooooh, i should bring my dad to that place and show him some " Cute lil daddy's daughter face " so that he'll buy it for me . lol . We snap some pictures here and there . And oh , Firdaus turn out to be sucha nice guyyy ! ;D
Im the oldest , im the shortest . how sad is that ?Fir , you dont really have to bend down to make me feel good okayy ;D
Washrooms seems to bethe coolest places we ever thought of snapping some pictures ?
Silly Bunchhh !Yeaaah . Me and her , had BIGG THINGG going on in the Toilet .
Good dayy, new friendd (;
{ 6:35 AM }
National Street Soccer League 2009 Tournament is Comingg Up !
Im so into this . Im so going to Give my best shot siaaa ! ;D
The prize is like oh my goodness !
One Challenge Trophy ,
One Individuals Trophy ,
And a Prize of $1500 .
Fine , thats for the First Ladies team ah kan.
Im not going to be that confident in winning the first position luh since its like a tournament within the whole singapore players . Omg .
And like i know very well that there will always be someone better than me(;
And im so gonna train like hell. This is no funny matter.
I paid to be in this tournament , and so i need to Give my all best !
But the different thing is that instead of playing in the field ,
i have to now battle in a street soccer match .
Woooo . a challenge huh ?
National Street Soccer Leaguee , Here i comeeee !!
Labels: NSSL 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
{ 12:38 AM }
Sec5 Life was terrible. Absolutely terrible. I have around a month till mid year. I have not had enough sleep. I have to again double up my study time . I have to make some revisions on all my sec3 and sec4's topics. I had to squeeze all of them up in my brains. I cant even manage my time properly. I dont eat or sleep when im supposed to. Lately, i've gone to recess so late. I dont even care. Yes, i have nicely arranged my schedules, however instead of having 2 hours of one subject, i dragged it till i finally get them on my head. I manage to find a tuition for myself. At Block 111, right at stadium's area. Great huh? I can always go for a run after that huh ? heh. However , i will not depend only on my tuition. Ofcorse, i had to make my own revisions right ? But again, ofcorse i need someone to guide me .
I need someone that could always be there for me ,
That could push me to study whenever im slackingg .
That could be there and study along with me .
That could challenge me and make me achieve my aims.
Snap its fingers right infront of my eyes when my mind are flying elsewhere.
That could scold me whenever i feel like quiting .
JUST ANYONE ! (;
Im so addicted to Indonesian's songs Alreadyy ! ;D
~ku ingat kamu ;- Maia
~ bilang saja Ok ;- T2
~ Matahariku ;- Agnes Monica
Let me convert one of the song liriks to english okayy ? ;D
~Ku ingat kamu ;- I Think of You.
When i wanna eat , i Think of You.
When i am sad, i also Think of You.
When i am bored, i Think of You.
When i wanna leave, i Think of You.
aku mau makan, ku ingat kamu.
aku sedang sedih, juga ku ingat kamu.
aku sedang bosan, ku ingat kamu.
aku sedang bingung, ku ingat kamu.
aku mau pergi.ku ingat kamu.
P.s : Everything i do , i think of you .
Saturday, April 4, 2009
{ 7:55 AM }
No one and nothing can tells you that im not yours. Im all yours and forever will be , really.
{ 6:54 AM }
I went off for the Dragon Boat selection with my other classmates .
Basically , the trainings were one of a hell ! Really .
We sweat , we shout , we kick our ass out ! ;D
Its really torturing us .
All the girls went like
" We're gonna kick Mr sanjay's ass if we're not selected ! "
And wooo , we're all selected (;
I went to the national library with Akiah & Shakk.
Shakk accompanied me while Akiah studied along with me.
And guess what . We found out smth new .
Booger is a delicious thing to be eaten ?
Ewwwww. I knew that sounds pretty disgusting .
But yeah , a guy was sitting right infront of us .
I was staring at the wall exactly behind of him but suddenly i saw that guy diggin his nose.
Fine that was his first disgusting steps .
Yeah , ofcorse i was shocked and whispered to Shakk .
Both of Us kept staring at him , and guess whats his next disgusting steps .
He actually ate his boogy ! And Thirdly , he Dig it again , and licked his fingers .
Ewwwwww ! -.-"
I didnt realised that my mouth was Opened until Akiah snapped her fingers right infront .
The Three of us ended up Laughing while gg out of the library .
Funny but yet disgusting .
Friday ~
MR SANJAY KICKED 5 THINKING'S ASS DURING P.E !
I finally sweat like Oh so much during p.e & i simply LOVE it .
What is a Fitness training without Sweating right ?
Yes , i had leg cramps after that , since it has been injured since the dragon boat selection.
But that doesnt stop me from doing all those things .
After school , hanging out with Ipin , Adiy , atika and Ayie was Fun !(;
Ipin was such a dummy irritating machine alright ?
And we had sudden plans that was going to the stadium for a run .
Well we ended up going different places , The guys to the Gym , The Girls to the Track .
Run Run Run & Laugh Laugh Laugh .
Yes , eventhough my leg & backbone was pretty cracking .
AND WE SAW TWO CICAAAK !
WE SEPARATED THE TAIL FROM THE BODY OF ONE CICAAK !
ok dah diaaam .
At 7.30 , we went for a freshen up .
Thanks eh Youuuu ! Im all cover up with Babypowderrr !
I ended the day badly . i didnt expect to end the day with tears .
I was staring at the sky wishing if anyone could willingly grab me
and Give me a warm hug .
With my phone in my hands , reading back all my texts with You.
Wonder if you really meant whatever youve said to me before.
i wish that you really meant your words when you say " nothing will change " .
Old people said that :
Laughing too much during the day , you'll end up crying at the end of the day.
im starting to trust their believes.
p.s : i Need to meet you up again and have a serious talk with you.
Labels: i'll be right here with you.
{ 6:20 AM }
This is specially written for the passerby that has been wondering about my godbrother.
Basically, i know youre not someone that has nothing to do with me.
Because only my close Ones knows that my godbrother stays with me.
Whatever it is , i feel the urge of explaining .
He is someone that im not scared of losing.
He is someone that i could replace with anyone with just a snap.
Im not trying to be mean or Evil ,
but im just being honest .
Yes , its not easy to impressed me alright ?
He tried alot of ways to please me , true , ALOT .
but i never seem to even care .
I fought with him even more than i fought with my own brother .
Firstly, my family was just being kind and accepted him as part of our family.
It was because he didnt have any house to live or any family to depend on.
And he was just hanging out with my brother when suddenly my brother felt like helping him.
So yeah, tadaaaa ! He became part of our family and stayed under one roof with us .
Fine, i basically dont know when he'll go , but i understand that he needs some love.
So i just pretend normally and dont bother about whatever his doing .
Get it passerby ? Im no close with him alright ?
We're not blood . Okayy ?
Yes , sometimes its cool to have a godbrother , but sometimes its one of a hell !(;
Alright, im done(;
