to be an understanding person , is very hard.
to force yourself to understand a situation , is very hard.
i need you.
friends.
dissapointed in this two person.
a war just happened a few days back.
my name was involved for no valid reason.
You coudnt get the perfect answers to my questions.
i talked like a rude person because i was protecting my name.
i am not in any sides. both side are just my friends.
friends that will make lame jokes to make me smile.
i did not expect you all to fight with each other.
and more , i did not expect my name to be involved.
when all i knew was NOTHING.
and i did not expect you , to actually talked behind your friend's back.
i thought you are someone brave , that would be straight forward enough.
and you , you have issues with me still being friends with them even though youre fighting with them ? why should i fight with them when they did nothing wrong to me ?
oh so you told me i am making the wrong choice and be friends with the wrong people ?
if you know me well , i dont CHOOSE my friends.
whether or not they are bad or good , i will never COMPARE or CHOOSE.
oh so you said that friends like them are easy to find anywhere ?
i dont care ,
whether or not they are hard to find , or easy to find .
whether or not they want to talk behind my back , they are still my friends.
you dont go around the world telling people that they are the worse friends you ever had.
because remember , they have once wiped off your tears and created a smile on your face.
remember that you have onced told them how you appreciate them in your life.
so better dont regret. because this things just happens in life.
you dont go tell your friends not to be friends with us
because i knew you want everyone all to yourself.
and you should be lucky enough i kept the things that you talked behind their back,
just to save your friendship with them.
and now just because they fought with you , you put the blame on me.
fair for me ? i havent even mention anything to them , they just realised.
and to you , someone who i thought was a soft hearted person.
you changed in the middle of the year .
you accused me of talking behind you back ,
just because i am now friends with you so called ex bestfriend.
sorry to say , i am happy that i have actually made the right step to be friends with her.
because i can see that she is someone that has a heart.
what about you ? you say she was your greatest friend you ever had.
but when she did just one stupid mistake , you could not even forgive her.
last time , when i first be friends with you ,
all i ever wished was that you could protect yourself
and not let other people took advantage of you.
but now , youve changed into someone that never knows how to compare between
friends and enemies. you talked to people like they owe you one hundred billion dollars.
i dont find that an improvement, my friend.
i find that rude , youre getting worse.
this doesnt only come from me , but this comes from people who knows the true you.
and the person who you called a bestfriend is suppose to be teaching you
in how to be a more confident person who would step up for yourself ,
but not how to be a rude person and not respect others ?
this post was not meant to talk behind the both of you.
why do i even publish it in public ?
because i know one of you will tell each other about this post.
this post is to actually tell you that not only my friends have flaws.
so as the both of you.
this post is to tell that i dont mind being friends with the people you thought are bad ,
because i knew everyone has it good sides.
its either they choose to treat you good or bad.
i just hope you would stop think highly of yourself because everyone has its own flaws.
just put yourself at the lowest position , and just be friends with whoever can ?
because everyone NEEDS a friend.
people took each other as an advantage.
like you , you know very well i dont talk rudely to people.
so why on earth are you using that language to me ? asking for it ?
and im glad that i have talked things out with a fair deal.
i have talked to you in a rude way and end it in a nice way.
i have cleared my name and i have said sorry for doing my part as a friend.
i love my friends , really.
thank god (;
