I followed Grands to east coast park to Chill.
I talked to two of my cousins.
Our conversations are more about Life of a teenager.
And Yes , I feel the conversation.
I feel as though ive been going through the situations mentioned ,
ever since i became a Teenager.
Situations whereby you will finally owned someone or Lose someone.
A situation whereby your patience will be tested to the very extent.
A situation whereby you feel as though people are looking down on you.
A situation whereby you feel as though no one is by your side.
A situation whereby people think differently about you.
And slowly , after each journey , i began to finally understand the meaning of life.
Accepting it is a lil bit too hard , but i will.
I have accepted the fact that nothing last forever ,
unless probably if you manage it w all your heart.
I have accepted the fact that i will be facing challenges that will be testing my patience.
I have accepted the fact that i will fail and will be looked down.
I have accepted the fact that sometimes there wont be anyone but me and God.
but today , i have just learned something that would benefit myself.
if someone were to think of you differently , you should not think its the end.
the end of the world or something.
you should be confident of yourself, because you know yourself better than anyone else.
you cant stop what they want to say , because its their mouth.
Every human being has their rights of their own life.
We as human being , should be accepting others regardless of how they are.
We are all the same , created by Allah.
We choose who we wanna be , because we will be facing death all by ourself.
Hating someone is a sin , accepting someone is a good thing.
because in this world , you can never find someone perfect.
Trust is another consern.
If that is the person you really love , trust them with all your heart.
Love between friends, families or just anyone.
if you think what they are doing is wrong , you can advise that person.
but not to the extent of accusing them and force them to own up smth they didnt do.
My cousin is in deep shit , and those are part of our conversations.
Meaningful Much.
She cried , and felt fucked up.
People who accused of smth that is totally not true , is so not cool.
And forcing someone to Own up when they did not even do it , is very not cool.
That Mat needs a Tight Tight slap (:
Thanks to my cousins for the deep convo's.
Which now i learned to just be myself and be confident.
Not trying to be someone elses which is so not you ?
and wishing that people would just stop talking about you ?
Nahhh , pointless.
People just dont know when to stop.
People who gets tired would probably will.
People who dont , then never will.
i told this to my cousin at the end , which she finally smiled.
Me : " diorang kate pape kau senyum jer lah , die gemok eh ? ke die tinggi sebab tu kau takot ? "
" kalau die gemok , kau tumbuk jer perut die macam punching bag. "
" eh tapi takmo ah , dose dohhh "
Cousin : " kau ni , pikir dulu lah baru bebual , aku baru rase cam nak tumbuk die tadi "
Me : " look , dont do wrong things, or youll just end up being just like them "
Cousin : " Good point. What am i suppose to do ? "
Me : " Smile & continue what youre dg if you think its nt wrong , kay ? "
Cousin : " Quite True , I will. "
I smacked her head and run away (:
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