After reading Dowa's blog , i realised how much different it is
between Secondary school and private school.
Yes , honestly , im starting to realised too in why secondary schools have such rules.
like a big scoldings from the teacher when we dont do our homework.
while in private , they dont freaking care , or remember that they actually gave you one.
like receiving calls from teacher when you did not go to school.
while in private , they dont probably realised that 5 of their student went missing for 3 weeks.
taking O's in school is 5 times easier than taking O's in private.
in school , you have teachers , infact alot of teachers to actually be there ,
and they will be finding you just to make sure youre doing good.
while this freaking private school ,
they dont even bother.
because the moment i choose to take this route to actually retake my O's,
my mindset is suppose to be fixed.
and not to actually rely on anyone anymore to remind me that i have failed once.
but im no robot who doesnt need encouragements.
but i swear i dont need anyone to remind me that i will fail again,
because i know I WILL if my attitude towards private school were to be so low.
if i were to continue being so irresponsible towards myself.
if i were to take things so lightly.
Im too stubborn.
im not stupid in a way that i cant do anything right.
im stupid in a way that i dont even take any effort to.
June is so close right now ,
The month whereby most geeks would start their revisions close to 24/7.
Yes , like what Alysaeudora has mention in her blog ,
that whenever she thinks of maths , its big headache.
i totally agree.
me and her, have got to be honest that we have to actually start ,
from the very first topic of sec 3 to actually Master our Maths.
i have the plans set , yet not start.
someone has got to seriously be there for us.
but who ? /:
God , please send us one Maths Geek to show us the right way,
of doing maths ? ;P
nothing is impossible , dowa.
we've just got to believe in ourselves.
lets do it Nur Azura Binte Mohamad Sani.
and Alysaudora Rosanne Ali.
You can do it !!!
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