Wednesday, May 5, 2010
{ 9:09 AM }
Ok Ok lets update.
First reason is because Dowa wanted me to.
Second is because i just need to tell (:
Alysaeudora Rossane Ali,
is a strong girl not , but strong girl at heart (:
With things that she is facing ,
she can still smile and laugh ,
And the best part is ,
she accompanied me to school.
Saye sukeeeee (:
you cheer up alright babe ?
not at fault , so be happy ((:
Went to English Night Class just now.
and as per normal,
i am not trying to complain , but the lesson sucks.
The teacher is not helping.
She is there , Yes she is.
Talking about her Life , Bankruptsy , Foods she ate before ,
the first time she ever cooked a rice , and how worth it is shopping at johor.
Please tell me which part of it could help me pass my Olevels ?
Can i bloody hell dragged Mr Ratesh from australia ?
I wish -.-
He is the only ENGLISH TEACHER which teach with some sense.
And too bad , my current english teacher have been busy talking ,
from 7.30pm till 9 .15pm ,
I dont even need a pen and a paper.
How hard can life be ? infact , how hard can my situation be ?
Yes, alot told me to actually believe in myself.
before class started i have a full confidence in myself.
When class ended , all my confidence dropped.
I have no motivation to go to school.
and sadly , i hate the fact that Mum thinks i did not go to school when i actually did.
I dont think she gets the idea that my school is AT NIGHT.
and i will be coming home late -.-
The reason i took this route is just to satisfy people like
Mum and Dad.
and to actually make some people out there to SHUT UP.
i will try to kick my ass hard , and just get this done and over with.
After this , please let my future be my future.
Please let my life be my life.
Its very saddening okay ?
to actually face this painful journey ONCE AGAIN.
yes i know, its part of my fault for not doing it well the first time.
But please , dont have the mindset that i am and forever will be a failure.
And and , whats with people this days ?
can learn to actually be a lil bit Humble ?
Like saying in status : Oh im at Rp studying Poly stuff , not Sec stuff.
Fucker.
Like comparing schools , comparing whose child is better ,
comparing whose child have better grades ,
Like come on lah , Congratulations on what you have , so shut up (:
This is what people meant by , After secondary school life ,
Youll know who your true friends are.
Isnt it obvious now,
that who ever turns to be a fucking jerk as soon as they're in poly ,
are not true friends ?
whatever people (:
